Flames to dust, lovers to friends


Saturday, July 15, 2006

macs delivery

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hi im back and i have a sense of fear in me :( ah im scared and worried and rjtgklraklfjeaerajoiaenv :'( i feel like crying. gf, where are you. stop being away and talk to me cos i need you nowww. anw im going to focus on my studies from now on, omg if someone so super lazy can do it, i can too! soooo today i completed almost my whole lit essay, my a maths questions (left 2 more) and abt 2 and a half graphs (ive got 7). ive got a painful ulcer on my tongue, i think ive been frenching and german-ing too much okay im just kidding haha its the lack of sleep i guess rar. i guess im gonna continue my graphs after this, ive got a sudden urge to do homework or maybe cos i feel upset so yeah i do homework when im upset. nvm nvm upsetness would bring me no where, i must be happy, happy like that clare :) yay eme is happy but louisa is ignoring her for blogs now i want to kill louisa and i wanna eat pepper lunch now. i am so demanding and stupid and i treated someone to dinner ytd, i am so nice.


"Bisexuality immediately doubles your chances for a date on saturday night"
okay thats shufen's nickname. i declare myself a bisexual now yayyy i got more dates. :D btw my tummy hurts and i think when i talk to my trusted one (tsk, candice chai happy guessing) i talked very fast and tend to just everything out including things abt the evil one (guess who again) haha evil one evil one, what am i gg to do abt her? ... im clueless really. so i'll let nature take its course. what a name, evil one okay eme shut up before you give yourself away. actually i should stop letting the trusted one put evil thoughts abt the evil one in my head cos i didn't use to think she was evil but now i do haha oh my god okay okay shut up shut up :\ i shouldn't be getting influenced so easily ah stop stop stop.



this is how shufen looks like when she sees sushi. i find this photo super amusing and rachel looks stupid.

eme miss vicko.

mary, eve. i laughed like crazy when i saw this, they never cease to amaze me :)


















do you remember them? do i remember them? omg time has flown past us so quickly. and last photo, looks at my legs. i have seriously grown fatter, no doubt haha. i miss you abigal loh chuan min, alot :) friday please come. 6 more days ( our usual countdown )

someone said i flirted alot in january hahaha wow i didn't even realised it myself okay maybe i did. hmm my tongue ulcer hurts and im gonna bring lollipops to someone's house tmrw so that she would fall in love with me yay. i need to go fry eggs soon bye.

"im so glad we're not together anymore."

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hello i am back and i am eating a fillet o fish and i am bored and i am tired sleepy stupid irritating idiot ugly fat rough landing, holly rocks. i want my rabbit my topshop giftcard my patrick my belated birthday presents. okay i love you world i am being so super duper ultra mega random and i love candice chai :) i think - is evil and im fine not being close to her anymore hahahehehoho. we came down to watch the world walk by and all she found was trouble in my eyes from the sky she pulled me down tonight let her goooo. i think im also quite evil leh, how? i watched the movie thirteen just now and i think its quite senseless but the girl is hot and she has the same name as my hot cousin that rachel wants to hook up with. okay i don't know what to blog abt alr i am gg to make specs and watch pirates of the caribbean and my electricity billed is busted. im not gonna on air con and lights for 10 years until i strike lottery and buy unlimted supply of electricity then i can send some over to ghana which clare says is quite a rich country but personally, i think they're poor and homeless and three quarters the population is dying of starvation except for the soccer players yay bye. yellowcard still rocks socks flip flops eat dogs. grey skies clouding up the things we used to see with wide eyes.

:) / :( / :D / x) / x( / :] / :P / ;) / :[ / xD / :X / :C / ;D / :-D / :> / :-] / :< / *-) (/edit) yo yo yo surprisingly my body is not aching today after yesterday (omg so tiring) body sculpturing. i was laughing half the lesson please and when they played relaxing music that stupid shufen bursts out laughing, embarressing herself and me. walked back from there to heartland. okay yesterday uh i had lunch with clare and rachel lim at ljs and the guys beside us were talking abt gays bisexuals and lesbos cool. home with clare after that. btw, i haaaaaaaaate the heng teacher (new SS teacher) to the core, she's bloody irritating annoying stupid fat ugly and everything bad to describe her, she's a slut. her skirt so tight that she don't dare to sit down in case it splits fatso. im gonna play a trick on her. >:)

school was alright ytd, it was my 5th month anni with valerie! so happy 5th month, i hope i'm seeing you tonight babe :) i changed the schl's birthday board into an anniversay board hahaha. oh i had recess alone w valerie instead of the gang ytd and we went playing in the rain. it was soooo romantic and no i did not kick water at you you shit. i slept all the way during lit period haaa.

today is quite a busy day, i woke up pretty early. i need to make specs and meet valerie seow, who is actually cheating on me. okay bye


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